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46 Weeks; 46 Stories

In Uncategorized on March 18, 2013 at 2:13 pm

46 weeks, 46 stories.

Volume II of the 69 Love Stories Project went into the books last Monday.

Two-thirds of the way across the sky.

It’s been a pleasure and a misery; it’s come easily and it’s been an act of bloodletting. Crossing the halfway mark of this project brought impressions of accomplishment and fear, pride and trepidation, and the certainty that no matter how ugly it may get, I’ll see this thing through to the end.

So upon the closing of Volume II, as with the conclusion of Volume I, I’ve decided to step away from the 69 Love Stories site for the next few weeks. The pacing of one story every week dips deeply into the well of creativity and some time for replenishment is necessary. I’d like to see Volume III, the final set of stories, come into the world with a sense of renewed urgency, with a variation on the excitement that came with the commencement of Volumes I and II.

If you’re here as a subscriber or someone following the links on Facebook or Twitter, you’ll know when I’m back and Volume III has begun. If you’re not a subscriber, just click on the link to follow this blog and you’ll receive an email whenever a new story or update is posted. In the meantime, if you’re interested in contributing to the Project, I’d still love for you to get ahold of me and share your ideas. Just click on that ‘Contribute’ link and follow the instructions you find there.

I also want to thank everyone that has already contributed to this project. I’ve enjoyed both talking to you about the possibilities of your artistic contributions and seeing their effects within the stories. For those of you still considering how you’d like to contribute, there are only twenty-three stories left. If we’ve already begun a conversation, I’ll be in touch with you soon with reminders and follow-ups.

And finally I’d like to say thank you to everyone that’s been coming to this site simply for the sake of reading. It means a lot to know you’re out there and that I’m writing for someone.

Thank you.

23 Weeks; 23 Stories

In Uncategorized on August 13, 2012 at 3:49 pm

23 weeks; 23 stories.

Volume I of the 69 Love Stories Project went into the books last Monday.

It seems improbable that this has so far gone off without a hitch, or at least a noticeable hitch. There were a few close calls, a few tight deadlines, a few experiments that almost didn’t quite pan out (from a logistical standpoint, I mean; you may still argue that some or many didn’t quite pan out).

One-third of the way across this ocean.

Those tight deadlines, those close calls on the weekly productions began to rear their heads in the last couple of months as my creativity began to feel taxed, my fingers not quite so dexterous over the keyboard.

So upon the closing of Volume I, I’ve decided to step away from the 69 Love Stories site for the next few weeks. Take a bit of time to recharge the creativity, to work on the stories at a more reasonable pace, work on a few other writing projects that may make an appearance here someday. I’d like to see Volume II come into the world with a sense of renewed urgency, with a version of the excitement that came with Volume I, brimming with ideas to keep things engaging.

I’ll be gone for a few weeks, back sometime in the beginning of September, and if you’re here as a subscriber or someone following the links on Facebook or Twitter, you’ll know when I’m back. If you’re not a subscriber, just click on the link to follow this blog and you’ll receive an email whenever a new story or update is posted. In the meantime, if you’re interested in contributing to the Project, I’d still love for you to get ahold of me and share your ideas and contributions. Just click on that ‘Contribute’ link at the top of the page and follow the instructions you find there.

I’d also like to say thank you to everyone that’s been coming to this site and that’s been supporting this endeavor. It means a lot to know you’re out there and that I’m writing for someone.

Be back soon.

The Reason There’s No Story Yet Today

In Uncategorized on May 28, 2012 at 2:26 pm

Well this is embarrassing. I happen to be traveling at the moment and while I brought my laptop with me in order to be able to post the story today, something has gone funny with my ability to pick up wireless signals. And when I say something funny, I mean that I’ve somehow lost the ability. I’ll be home tonight and hopefully the home network will help me to fix this problem. And if that doesn’t work, I’ll have multiple Apple stores to help me. But for the reader expecting the story like clockwork on Monday morning, this is the reason for my letting you down.

M

Needle In The Hay (#12)

In Uncategorized on May 21, 2012 at 8:15 am

“What about Dylan?”

“No, I don’t want to associate myself with Bob Dylan.”

“It’s a good name, though.”

“No.”

“Okay… how about Cohen?”

“We’re not Jewish”

“It’s just a name.  Anyway, the point of this whole thing is reinvention.  What better way to reinvent yourself?”

“Why Cohen?”

“It’s a good name, a strong name; there are a lot of famous Cohens.”

“Give me three.”

“Leonard Cohen.  Adam Cohen.”

“Who’s Adam Cohen?”

“… Is he an actor?”

“You don’t even know who he is?  You’re making up names.”

“No, he’s real, I think he’s an actor.  Maybe a director.”

“If you ca-”

“Sacha Baron Cohen!”

“Okay, that’s two.”

“Fine, forget Cohen, but I’m the only one coming up with names here.”

“Because, Alex, it’s your weird idea for us to both change our last names.  If you want it to go anywhere, you need to wow me.”

“Well, I’ve got a whole list here.”

“Christ.”

“Is that a contender – cause I had it.  Crossed it out, though.  Okay, next is Liebowitz.”

“Cross off every Jewish name unless you have a very compelling reason.  I am not taking a new name that firmly identifies with a faith that I am not a part of.  It’s stupid.”

“So then we go from twenty to fourteen, including Dylan.”

“You’re so weird.”

“Zakow.”

“No.”

“Carroll.”

“Like Lewis Carroll?  The child molester?”

“He wasn’t a child molester.”

“Are you sure?  I’m calling no just in case he was.”

“That’s unreasonable.”

“So was Liebowitz.  Keep going.”

“How about White?”

“Too bland.”

“There’s a simplicity to it.”

“It’s common and it’s bland.”

“Then what do you think about Black?”

“Black’s a little more striking… but too negative.”

“You’re just gonna fall prey to good-and-evil, black-and-white stereotypes?”

“Yes I am, because even if I don’t, others will.”

“But it’s so commanding.  Black!”

“You’ve got a point but it’s still too plain.  It’s just a color.  Don’t you have anything more abstract?”

“Why would you want abstract?  This is an opportunity to impart meaning to our names.”

“That only ever mattered when a name was tied to a profession.”

“Which brings me to Tender.”

“As in bar-”

“Tender?  Yes.”

“No, that sounds weird and you’re not going to be a bartender forever, so it’ll be pointless in a year.”

“Inba.”

“Really?  You extrapolate ‘Inba’ from investment banker?  Did you come up with these while tending bar, cause I think you may have had a contact buzz.  And why wouldn’t you just suggest Banks?  That’s at least a normal last name.”

“And it’s the next name on the list.”

“And it’s the next name off the list.”

“But you just said – ”

“I said it was normal – didn’t say I liked it.”

“Okay.  What about O’Toole?”

“Neither of us are Irish, Alex!”

“Does that really matter?

“To me it does – same parameters as the Jewish names.”

“What do you think about Merritt?”

“Where are you getting Merritt from?”

“I think it’s the name of the ship that did battle with the Monitor, back in the Civil War.  The Merritt vs the Monitor.”

“Didn’t the Merritt lose?  And wasn’t it the Confederate ship?”

“I think so.”

“Then no.”

“Was it a yes otherwise?”

“No.”

“Okay then, I think you’ll like the next one.  Eagleton.”

“A little bombastic but the best one you’ve tried so far.”

“How so?”

“I don’t know… a sense of gravitas, a sense of strength, not disingenuously ethnic.  Oscar Eagleton… Alex Eagleton.  It might be too much – it sounds like we should be patriotic superheroes.  I don’t know that I could live up to being Oscar Eagleton.”

“Then let’s hold onto that one and see if anything else grabs you.  How about Fink?”

“I don’t like it.”

“Yeah, I didn’t love it either.  What about Harkins?”

“That’s a dumb sounding name, where did that come from?

“Guy I met at the bar – just sorta stood out.”

“No go.”

“Pogorzelski?”

“Again, where did that name come from, and again, enough with the ethnic names.  Was that twenty; are we done?”

“One more.  Johnson.”

“Classic.  Simple.  No.”

“Back to Eagleton.”

“Eagleton’s out.  I don’t like it enough to change my name.”

“So we’re just going to be a married couple with two last names because you won’t take mine and you won’t agree to a party-neutral third name?”

“Yeah, and I’m okay with that.  I like being Oscar Swanson, I was never partial to your idea of a new name for the both of us, and I’m sorry but I can’t take your last name.”

“It doesn’t sound that bad.”

“I refuse to become Oscar Meyar.  Why don’t you take Swanson as your name?”

“Let’s just stick with what we have.  But if we have kids, you’re coming up with a solution.”

 

 

Dear Janet (or, The Letter You Write To Janet That She’ll Find After She Calls The Police And Has You Arrested) (#11)

In Uncategorized on May 14, 2012 at 7:35 am

I was on E Street, E and Tenth, when I saw the first one.  Thought it was a coincidence.  Maybe I was hallucinating.  You had loved that goddamn shirt so much that I didn’t even think of it.  I forgot it was mine – I thought it was your fucking shirt, Janet!  You wore it so much more than me, you looked better in it, too.  Forgot about it, stupid shirt, and fuck you, Janet, for thinking you’re smarter and better than me, and that you can get away with this shit.  You thought I’d completely forget since I forget about everything, huh?  Well you can thank that douchebag coming out of the Waxy Vinyl on E Street for wearing that same Fancy Nancies t-shirt and jogging my fucking memory cause it wasn’t even two hours since you broke it off, Janet.  Yeah, twenty-year old kid wearing a ten-year old shirt that looks worse for wear, just like fucking mine.  He walks out the store, nearly bumping right into me, with that black shirt and the chrome print and it jogs my memory and I say to myself, Fuck!  And then I say to myself, Janet’s gone off to work, I’ll go get it out of her place now, and then I say to myself, Fuck, she took the keys back!  So I go into Waxy Vinyl and I finger-walk the records for awhile, looking for something but there’s nothing great and I’m low on cash and the cashier is new so he keeps looking at me funny and as I’m walking out, I realize he’s got the Fancy Nancies shirt on too!  The fuck – is this some joke?  I say that to him, Is this some fucking joke?  But he has no idea so I tell him about the kid and he says he don’t know no kid, so I say fuck it, weird, and walk out.

It’s been maybe an hour since I left your place, or got pushed out, or whatever the fuck you’d call it.  Practice wasn’t until noon, so I’m wandering the streets and figure I’ll spend some time in Sumner’s Square, so I head towards J Street.  And those shops, always selling big, fucking ugly jewelry, do-rags, bongs, t-shirts, bootleg CDs and all that shit.  They’ve normally got three dozen different types of shirts, but the first two that I pass, they’re only selling that Fancy Nancies shirt!  Not a fucking Fancy Nancies shirt, it’s the fucking Fancy Nancies shirt, my shirt – it’s all they have hanging up!  My eyes are playing tricks on me, have to be, but when I see that second one… the owner’s outside, it’s quiet, ten-thirty, so I go up to him and say, What’s the story with the shirts?  And he says, Twenty bucks each, two for thirty; so I say, Who would want two of the same damn shirt?  Though for a second I think that if I had two, it wouldn’t be a problem now.  And he says it’s good for any two shirts, not the same two.  Fuck, right?  What the fuck?  That’s exactly what I say to him and wave my arms at the display full of the same fucking shirt, so then he yells at me to piss off, so I got out of there before he cracked any more.

Sumner’s is only two blocks off but in the time it takes me to walk over there, I pass the shirt three more times.  I saw them all up close.  Two really fucking beat up and one looking brand new.  Doesn’t make any goddamn sense! Starting to think I’m losing it, but I get to the park and it’s quiet and peaceful and I’ve got this headache so I’m just glad it’s quiet and I can rest my head on a park bench.

I’m sitting there with my eyes closed just thinking about how I really thought we had something going, Janet.  I never thought I was the smartest guy or the best looking and, let’s be honest, neither are you, Janet, but we always had good times didn’t we?  Didn’t we?  I always thought I was at my best with you.  It’s been what, Janet, three years?  We’ve both got better jobs – well, I did until two weeks ago.  And I haven’t been in as many fights as the past, though I know you’d like it if I was in none.  We’ve been saving money together, and I get that you were pissed that I spent so much of it for that trip to Vegas but I thought it was worth it, isn’t that why we save?  And the weekend with the guys was only three days and I figured that you’re always talking about how busy you are and how hectic things are, so you’d love it if I went out of town for a few days and gave you your apartment to yourself for a while.

So then this fucking yappy dog is barking and pulls me back into the real world and I open my eyes to see the woman walking this dog is wearing the fucking Fancy Nancies shirt.  I just stared at her and she looks at me like I’m the fucking maniac here, right?  Like she’s not in on what has to be a big fucking conspiracy that I’m trying to tell myself you have nothing to do with, cause you wanna keep the shirt so why would you bring the shirt to my attention like that, right?  Right, Janet?  Right, so I watch her take the dog to the dog run and then a minute later her boyfriend meets her and he turns around and he’s got the shirt on – at least none of the dogs in the park are wearing shirts.  I start looking around, paying attention to the people in the park and there aren’t that many cause it’s a Thursday and it’s not even close to lunch yet, but there are enough and I’m realizing that every other person is wearing a Fancy Nancies shirt; not a Fancy Nancies shirt, the Fancy Nancies shirt!  What!  The!  Fuck!

Something’s off, right?  I figure it has to be me, cause nobody else is acting funny about it, right? And I think that I was out late last night with Linda and I didn’t sleep well the night before that – maybe I’m asleep and dreaming but maybe not.  Then this morning was so shitty, so maybe I’m just focused on the t-shirt issue more than I should be.  What helps me focus, Janet?  Yeah, you know it, coffee.  Black coffee – Henry Rollins, Black Flag, drinkin’ black coffee.  Caffeine High ain’t too far off so I figure to go there and have some coffee, get my head on straight, focus on my shit, right?  Not so hard, I’m a fucking man here.  So I start off on K Street and every fucking other person is wearing the shirt.  Goddammit!  Kids, grandmothers, dudes in three-piece suits with the Fancy Nancies instead of button-downs; five women in dresses with the shirts pulled over the tops – that doesn’t make sense on top of everything else being crazy, you know?  Right, Janet, right?  Really thinking I’m going bonkers but at least it’s not everyone, right, Janet?  I’m keeping my head down now, just to keep from freaking out on someone, you know, cause it’s intense and I just need to mellow out my nerves.

When I walk down the steps to Caffeine High’s entrance I can see that it’s empty inside and I breathe this huge sigh of relief and then another sigh of relief that the chick behind the counter isn’t wearing the shirt.  Cause I would have freaked the fuck out, Janet.  It would’ve been way too much.  I got a coffee – large – black – no sugar – you know how I like it.  You always say that Caffeine High is full of hipsters and it’s too dark and makes your eyes hurt with the glow of your laptop screen but it was so quiet in there and the dark was what I needed.  I went to the back of the shop, one of those leather booths, one of the quieter ones where I could just sit back, better than the park, right?  So I was in there for awhile, just nursing my coffee, and I put my head down on the table cause I still had that headache and it was like there was this pulsing on the back of my eyes and the caffeine wasn’t hitting me fast enough to do much, and my eyes just wanted to pop right out of their sockets.  You know how it is, well, you knew, from before you gave up drinking coffee. You’re changing, you know, Janet.  So I closed my eyes, just to rest them, and I must have fallen asleep because I open them and the place is fucking packed!  Maybe it’s the lunch crowd, beats the fuck outta me, I can’t see the clock the people are so dense and I can’t seem to find my watch and my coffee’s gone but my headache’s still there and everybody’s wearing the damn Fancy Nancies shirt.  Everybody, Janet, everyfuckingbody!  The shirt’s after me, is all I can figure, or it’s trying to tell me something, but I couldn’t figure it out, there was so much noise in the place.  So I grabbed the shirt of the guy closest to me, grabbed it right in the center of his chest and pulled it close to my ear as I leaned it hear what it was saying, but the guy freaks out and pushes me off, and I stumbled back over the table I was just at.  The guy yelled something, I couldn’t hear, it wasn’t important, but now I’m closer to this girl, so I grab her shirt at the collar and try to lean in but she fucking nails me right across the cheek like she knew I was coming.  Now the whole goddamn place is getting hostile, and why?!  Cause I wanna understand what the shirt is saying?  This shirt has been calling to me all morning, I think, really ever since you threw me out, back on the home base of the shirt, and then I realize it.  These shirts aren’t the shirt, they’re fucking satellite shirts, they’re emissaries of the shirt, my shirt, back in your fucking apartment!

It ain’t easy now that so many people are staring at me but I run out of Caffeine High, I make it through the doors and there’s this cop car but the cops are a pair of douchebags and I just blow past them – and yeah, they’re satellites too.  So I’m past them and your place ain’t far away so I’m just running and feeling so fucking free even though I keep seeing them, Janet, they’re everywhere.  On people, in stores, now even the dogs are fucking wearing them.  If someone told me this, I wouldn’t believe shit, the person would be fucking crazy, but I saw it all with my own eyes.  I can feel it in my blood now too!!  Feel my heart beat, the blood in my fucking veins, it’s not like ‘thump – thump – thump – thump’ any more, it’s like ‘fancy – nancies – shirt – janet.’  Beats the fuck out of me why, but that doesn’t matter.  Every light was green, I think, I don’t know, I didn’t see any cars in the way but I wasn’t even looking, just trying to keep my head down and not see that big Fancy Nancies logo leering everywhere.  I don’t think it was trying to hurt me, but it’s fucking creeping me out the way it’s looming everywhere.  And I got close to your apartment and fuck the sidewalk, it looks like it’s turning darker, like the background of the shirt, and I’m thinking the whole ground might become the shirt.  Is that even possible, Janet?

I don’t remember how I got into the building – you took my key but I don’t remember breaking in.  I also don’t remember where the cuts on my knuckles came from.  Feels like I’ve been outside your door forever, are you coming home, Janet?  I wish my phone wasn’t busted, I could call on a pay phone if I could find one but I don’t remember your number and I’d have to get back in and I don’t know what the fuck is going on in the streets anymore and I really don’t want to leave the shirt.  I can see it, you know, through the crack between the bottom of the door and floor, I can see the fold of it on the floor.  Why the fuck do you keep it on the goddamn floor, Janet?  Can’t you treat shit better than that?  Yeah, I can see it and it doesn’t want me to leave, I can sense it, and it’s telling me something but I can’t quite hear it.  I mean, I hear it speaking but it’s muffled and it’s quiet, it’s too far away and that goddamn fucking fold muffles it cause it’s on the fucking floor, Janet!  This is your fault now, Janet!  I can’t hear it, I can’t hear it, I can’t do whatever it needs cause you can’t take care of things, Janet!

Okay.  Okay.  Okay.  We’re good here now.  I’ll fix the door, Janet, I swear, once the bruises heal on my hands, I’ll fix it.  Me and the shirt, we’ll fix it together, and we’ll explain everything, Janet, we’ll explain everything once you get home.  When are you getting home, Janet?  We’re waiting for you, we miss you, it feels like we’ve been waiting for you for so long.  You know, the shirt explained everything to me.  How it’s not right for me or for you but for both of us, that we need to be together, that it needs us to be together.  All of this was meant to be, this whole day, everything was part of the plan that it put together so that we could understand how important we are for each other.  I understand you didn’t want to throw me out, the shirt made you do it, otherwise we wouldn’t know.  Tough love, the shirt called it, and I called it tricky love but the shirt’s probably right because now I know how much I need you and you should know how much you need me too.  We can be together again now and we can be together forever.  We’re waiting for you, we’ve been waiting; we’ll stay as long as we need to.

Come on home, Janet.

Welcome

In Uncategorized on March 1, 2012 at 1:22 pm

For longer than I’d like to admit, I was trying to come up with a way to introduce this website. I kept writing and cutting and rewriting until I had a realization. I realized that if you want to know what the 69 Love Stories Project is about, you can check out the ‘About’ page (and you really should because it all makes more sense then). After that, if you want to know how to contribute and become a participant in the project, check out the ‘Contribute’ page. Those things are important – especially the ‘Contribute’ page – but they’re not the heart and soul of the 69 Love Stories Project and that’s what I’m here to introduce today. After much preparation, it’s time to unleash this literary experiment upon the world. So here’s how it’s going to go.

Starting this Monday, March 5th, I’ll post a new story onto the site every Monday and it will (should) appear in the column furthest to the left on the main page – I recommend you click on it to read it as the formatting should be a bit better. If you contribute and give me whatever story information you have, I’ll do my best to get it into whatever story comes next (dependent upon time and any backlog of participants). If there are any non-story announcements (e.g., new contribution options, a change of schedule, etc.), they will appear in the same place.

That should do it, people. It’s meant to be simple, it’s meant to be about the writing and the participation and whatever future things we build from there, so there’s not much else to say now. Again, check out the ‘Contribute’ page and the ‘About’ page, where all due credit is given to the Magnetic Fields and the wonderful things they’ve done that have been the bulk of the inspiration for this. Oh, and there’re links at the bottom for more info on the Magnetic Fields, others who are doing creative work off their inspiration, other music/writing sites, and more. I’ll be adding more relevant sites as time goes by and I’ll always encourage you to check them out as they’ve all leant a hand in inspiring me in some way.

And to stave off any confusion, I’ll point out here that no contributions are necessary in order to read the work and the reading is the most important thing here. Read, share, comment on the work – seriously, leave comments and tell me if you loved it or hated it and why. You can email me and tell me to give it up, you can email me to tell me I’m genius and you know a guy who knows a lady who’ll make me rich. I want you all to be as involved with this project as you want to be. The contributions are wonderful but they’re in no way a requirement.

So here we go…

It’s Coming – March 1st

In Uncategorized on February 21, 2012 at 4:47 pm

When I first decided to go ahead with this little project, I had no idea that three months would pass while I got things in order. But three months have passed and the 69 Love Stories Project has gone from a blip in the bored and creative part of my brain to something a bit more concrete. Everything that I can think of being in order is in order, so I’m calling March 1st as the start of the 69 Love Stories Project. On that day, I’ll lay out just what’s happening here as it’s evolved from the start and what you can look forward to. So mark your calendars, tell your friends, have them tell their friends, and then come back to see what the deal is. I’m pretty excited; I hope you are too.

The 69 Love Stories Project

In Uncategorized on December 16, 2011 at 2:50 am

The 69 Love Stories Project is part homage, part literary experiment A, part literary experiment B, part new beginning.

In 1999, the Magnetic Fields released 69 Love Songs, a three-cd set that would stand as their most ambitious undertaking. 69 Love Songs is an experiment in and about love songs – 69 songs that stretch across the genres of pop music, inflating some and stripping others, playing with what a type of song can be about and sound like. Popular music is rife with experimentation – it’s precisely what begets the popular music of the future. But this was different – this was an experiment that was also a tribute, forward thinking and backwards looking. Stephin Merritt and bandmates, standing on the precipice of the new millenium, kept one foot on the solid ground of the past and the other dangling over the pitfall of the future. Listen to the entire collection or just one disc or just a handful of songs and tell me when the recording’s from. You can’t; it’s timeless even as it traffics in genres and styles from years ago.

Something as artistically audacious as 69 Love Songs deserves tribute and inspires further experimentation. For example, How Fucking Romantic is “attempting to illustrate all of the Magnetic Fields’ 69 Love Songs,” taking each song and transforming it into a small cartoon. This pays tribute to the package, the specific songs, and the lyrics more than it does the form (though one could argue that each graphic representation is a different style, a different genre). What I’m hoping to do with 69 Love Stories is to replicate the experiment that the Magnetic Fields engaged in. 69 love stories, each story an exploration of a literary genre, a literary form, pushing the boundaries of what those are. Can an invoice be a story? Can the character listing of a play? Diary entries? The rainbow of genres open themselves and their possibilities to explore the notion of the love story: mystery, sci-fi, literary, romance (obviously), etc. What is a story, what makes a story, what makes it valid – perhaps even more interesting, what doesn’t make a story and what invalidates? This is the literary experiment I hope to explore.

The other experiment is in whether or not there’s a way to earn money from this and foster participation that keeps people interested in what’s going on. Would you pay $1 to name a character? Would you pay $5 to name a story? $10 for a ‘thank you’ in the printed book once it’s finished? $20 to help shape the narrative of one story? $50 for all three and a special post on this blog about how we’re friends (we obviously are if you’re kicking in $50) and why we’re friends (beyond kicking $50 my way) and have me share all manner of wonderful things about you? $100 for a hard-copy of a book once the entire project is finished – printed, signed, and shipped to you? Where does this go? What’s feasible and what isn’t? What feels like an investment and what feels like a cash-grab? What feels like participation and what feels like charity? We can discover these together – only together can we do these things. You and I can become the future of publishing; this is free-form radio; this is indie rock; this is bypassing the mechanics of an industry to try something different and do it in a sustainable way. This is full of potential; this is exciting.

As for the new beginning, well, that’s part of the indie rock. I’ve been editing and pushing my manuscript on agents for some time now and getting nowhere; then I’ve let some time pass and done it all again and gotten to the same point. Me + wall = getting nowhere. Me + getting nowhere = spinning wheels. Me + spinning wheels = frustration. Me + frustration = time for a new plan. So, this is all part of the new plan where we see how this writing goes (I think it goes well, but then again I thought the manuscript did as well). At the same time, maybe this garners some attention and I become a little more palatable to some agent somewhere. Or maybe I’m more palatable to you and you want to buy a manuscript that might be e-published. Or it buys time for another manuscript. A new beginning without a defined path ahead of me, long on possibilities, long on potential.

This is just the introduction – the stories will come soon – and hopefully with some regularity. In the meantime, I need to plot out those stories a bit more, think about that whole money plan, figure out how to do it, etc. Like I said, this is the intro. If you’re interested in staying tuned, subscribe and I’ll be back soon. Or email me and I’ll be back to you even sooner.

And if this all changes… well, that’s life editing itself in front of the whole world, isn’t it?